Loss Without Regret

I lost you when we were kids

I was glad we were together again

Since we got back in touch as old brothers did

Making happiness surge around us in that old lane

With tremendous pride I stood by your side

Despite the vicious things I knew about you

Holding my stand unshaken even by high tide

Believing your lies blindly to be true

It was indeed awfully hard for me to believe

When you were determined to make me grieve

Being foolish to read my mind without a clue

To find nothing except my disgust about you

When the whole world was sleeping sound

You despised me sneaking from behind

It was terribly hopeless to trouble my mind

To think what was in you against me, so profound

You loathed me with shots of stabbing words

Without having an idea of what I am

And you're also the most unqualified man

To think of me as being absolutely absurd

I honestly don't regret myself

To lose a friend like you

But I'm painfully ashamed of myself

To think I was friends with you

Your betrayal was deliberate

By misusing my trust carelessly

Now I'll be foolish if I'm considerate

And feel for someone so unworthy

You will never be forgotten

To remind me of your shame

You will always be unforgiven

And I'll never be the same again